UGH I SUCK at riding???me venting.........?

You own a horse, and ride 3-4+ times a week?!! That all wouldn't happen if you weren't an a mazing rider, with loads of motivation! Dont be so hard on yourself! So what if you cant get one little move! You'll get it soon with all the motivation you have! Dont give up!! you worked very hard for all this! Dont just let it fall!